breakeven.

assalamualaikum and hello 

I think that for most part, i hate how i love to say how i feel yet feel somewhat embarrassed by the things i would say sometimes. Im not trying to fit in, not to gain anymore than what i have. But merely, just trying to fill this gap in between my inner self. To feel complete. I’ve met a few amazing people, and i’ve done things that im not really proud of. But none of these things ever made me feel close to complete. It's just a temporary happiness, & at some point, it all just stopped being what it is.

And in the end, im still here. Lost.

help me, please.