and him.

assalamualaikum && hello

looking back how much i laughed just now, one would never expect that i'd encountered a terrible fever few hours before. i started sleeping right after dinner with a long lost friend (lol) till this morning. i cant even lift up my head. and im gonna have a paper in the afternoon, made me have just enough reason to cry myself out. but i cant. but then i texted mama, telling her my condition. my only aim is that she will pray for me. that's what i always do. every time im in a trouble, i'll let her know. sebab doa mama kan takde hijab. *wink

and so i managed to go thru this day, alhamdulillah.

mama was so worried. cause the last time im having fever, i needed a couple of days to fully recovered. yes, it was much more worse than just now. so that explained why babah called me today. twice. 

babah called me. twice. in a day. lol

the thing is that, i think about him a lot in these few days, and even talked about him to my friend. maybe i just miss him so much.

i remember, every monday assembly he will ask me to stand beside him ie among the teachers. i used to refuse-it was embarassing as other students might talk back about it. i remember being the girl of the house. when i was a kid, im the one who followed him to kindergarden and school everyday , the one whom he brought to the mamak stall for breakfast everyday and the only girl who rode with him to school. but gradually everything change. 

me, and him.

the truth is, i miss being the girl he always proud of. it has been quite a time :(

i just think that maybe Allah let this sickness as a way for me to hear from him. subhanallah :) 

<3

tfmka

xoxo