i could never thought it could be this tense. i choose to be a lil bit selfish this time. to say it right to your face because idk how to talk back, like u did. seems to care about others feeling but say trash about it later. i wept, because it stung all my cells, inevitably attacked my heart. it wasnt a temporary sentiment affected by my own irrational state of mind. this time i choose to let the beast caged inside me let out from the long rest of its thoughts.
to my surprise, i didnt feel any better.
“Or do you think that you will enter Paradise while such [trial] has not yet come to you as came to those who passed on before you? They were touched by poverty and hardship and were shaken until [even their] messenger and those who believed with him said, ‘When is the help of Allah?’ Unquestionably, the help of Allah is near.”
(Quran, Al-Baqarah, 2:214)
I'll get through this.
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