blood ties us.

assalamualaikum && hello

my jpj test wasnt turn out well. i know i could do better but i think im just being so freaking nervous on that particular time. *haha alasann* however, past is past. i had prepared myself mentally for any negative results muahaha. somehow, i still thankful as i passed the first section. thanks to my lovely moksu i know i wont be able to make it if she wasnt helped me before. i literally teared rm25 for an unnecessary extra class after the test by so called uncle tom -____-, unintentionally. it was a serious waste but i couldnt help myself to say no. enough about that. i hate u uncle tom tsktsk u doesnt help me at all tsktsk

ameen was officially 16 yesterday, and being celebrated by her friends and band members at school before moving to stj next week. this will be her very last week there, so everyone was 'flooded' including the band family. they cant even continue the practice *last year aku banjir sendiri je sengsorang ciskek tol haha* 

so just now we bought her stuffs. i pun dah start rasa pilu ni. hhaha. this girl, memang banyaakkk bedaa dengan saya. im temper, she's cool. back then, she sings red jumpsuit apparatus' and  my chemical romance's when im more into schubert's and mawi (lol). she's independent, she doesnt cry when she first entered hostel-(i did!), she always knows what to do, had a very clear vision in her life, she knows which university would she wanna be in later when im in the opposite all the time. :)

after all, im veryyyyy happy for her. alhamdulillah :) first sebab lega, saya fikir macam kira bayar balik la sebab dulu saya dah tolak tawaran tu when babah wanted me to be there *saya memang sayang stpmghs miahahahaa* i know she'll do well there. go tongga go! :D

zaman muda mudi

notice that i currently used rojak abc language. i guess it's because i was affected by my current reading materials. and a bit different style? just a bit. maybe it'll change again later if i change the materials, just maybe. hee. 

tfmka

xoxo