rarai.

thanks for the memories.

2012-02-11T18:30:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello :)

My faith was not ill-placed.

We showed them domination, perseverance, spirit and best of unity. These are all the grand victories we should be proud and thankful for. We could have gained less, but we didn't. Congratulations to the bola baling team, and Futsal team for reaching semi-finals and getting no. 1 in the group rankings, to the Debat team for reaching quarterfinals and finally to the Debate team for getting back up and redeemed ourselves in the third round and finally all you supporters who completed the unity of our family. I salute you all, LWA02L.

-Izzat

le premiere

le mark

le drama

le happy time

le captain

LE TROOPERZ!

le debat. this is the only complete picture of us? hoho

the committee organized an event called HAKA a few weeks ago, and it was great. we had a good time together. incredibly good time, i must say. i was in the handball team and for some reasons, my name listed in the debate team too. the experience is priceless, really. i know this is nothing to be brag of, and i'm not. but this is something, a big thing for a super shaky,nervous-wrecked, kakibangku like me. we have the best captain ever, and working with them is the highlight of the week, perhaps the semester too. no, we didn't make it thru to the final, but i'm still proud of my fellow lovelitas. too bad i'm not at the spot when the epilogue drama took place. but i will treasure this forever.

i ♥ you guys, nuff said.

tfmka

xoxo

reckless.

2012-02-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

i've seen where green had brought me to. far too much till i can't find my way back. worse, still stuck there, no way out. it's a kind of drug, which able to give one a sort of spirit, energy, or whatever you call that. it blooms inside and take you into a dimension you never imagine.

it's neither love nor obsessive.

it's green.

tfmka

the wind will protect.

2012-02-04T20:27:00.001+08:00

It wasn't a remorse
neither was it a course
funny how it just passes
funny it is, still it masses
always there
always uncalled for
always uncured for
always...there
for when it's gone it reappears
sometimes there's a gang of them
it totally asperses
for it's a cause?
a retribution may hap,

...so the wind says.
i would know.

facing the wind while it passes
that it does nay it masses
though uncalled for
though uncured for

always it i wish,
what the wind will protect.

dil, 0222 monday

aprilovesblackcoffee's

thanks :}

bugging.

2012-02-02T02:45:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

"It happens ma dear. like what happened between us all kan. but look at us now, we keep the old friendship alive and we find new ones, awesome ones. You don't have to let go, just accept the gap of distance that'll come sooner or later, and don't let that become a barrier to your friendship. like we ain't lettin' em to be one to ours , kan? :) the more we look into the problem, the sadder the heart gets. ce jangan concentrate sangat on those obstacles. we still have future right? unknown future. Allah knows, if He let em be your classmates lagi ke masa depan nanti, uni-mate ke, pray for the best, pray for the ukhuwah, pray for the future, and leave the rest to Allah. it's the unknown future. we used to be 'fraid of the ol' unknown future kan. and see where the future takes us now. just, u know, cherish the moment now, and pray for some more next time :D"

you always know what to say, kan?

2012-01-31T09:07:00.002+08:00

the awakening.

2012-01-14T22:25:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i don't mind big mouths. because when i have that evil thoughts, it'll eventually come to a conclusion that there's always a reason behind everything. actually i'm still surprised with how much i'd take when i know that Allah will never let anything happen if i can't.

ironic much?

relating experience is always misconstrued to be bragging, so my friend once said. therefore, keep your faith, my dear. (which i know you will) because we will never ever ever satisfy anybody. ever.

this is just the matter of time.

anddd i rated the awakening 5/10. 1 point for the fun we have laughing at ourselves while holding each other's baju while waiting for the ghost to pop out. 1 point for the good seat. 1 point for the good pieces she(florence) wore & the hair... yes, we actually able to point out the fashion they have in there. 1 point on the cute lil hero, err what's his name? tom or something. 1 point for finally there is a ghost in the end of the story.

ps. can we stay this way, forever?

tfmka

xoox

rawrr.

2012-01-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i was half joking about being a dq, but little that reality believes me. ha-hah.

andd, reality isn't the only who bites. court, too. and tonite, i shall sleep with another 'love bites'. on my both knees, and calf. not to mention, this lucky little head. a fall after another. that spread really loves me, huh? and the balls too.

hands up, and excused.

tfmka

xoxo

can you hear the tense?

2012-01-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

i understand what she is trying to tell me. brahh like seriously i swear it's all mine. my sentence, my words.

a dose of sleepless nite, began its legacy and you tell me to ....... erk. iz u seriuz?

but

now i have my H circle, and the best chicken curry puff ever.

ouh, another defeat.

tfmka

assalamualaikum && adios

chill-ax.

2012-01-08T04:15:00.000+08:00

so i guess you are one of those who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson,

and walk away.

today, i...

2012-01-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

...realize where should i turn to if there's anything goes wrong. at least it brings me back to my senses. it'll tell me it's okay to fall, it's okay to cry, it's okay to feel hopeless, because that makes one a human. cut the story on the elaboration yeah of course you have to stand up yadda yadda yadda zz..

the point is - when your heart went fussed, what will give you your senses, the fastest way? crying will take quite a time, huh. especially when you end up sleeping.

so, syukurlah i found it.

btw happy new year :)

2012, more dramas to come. hehe.

dramaqueen in action,
xoxo

assalamualaikum && hello

coffee.

2011-12-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

I’d rather stay inside than being out tonight

Just sipping coffee and nothing to look forward to

Savoring my solitude

And no one will ever know you the way I do

(Y) guess nobody would able to get me on my foot, sidetrack-ted by your perfect love story that bloomed tremendously. allowing other souls cheering together along with excitement despite the tears.

the ultimate dream is fulfilled, why do you ever think that i will bother with what they'll spill?

not in thousand years.

In high definition I’m thinking of you
In my disposition I’m losing my cool
With my everything I’d give anything to be with you

this enigma is best kept forever, sealed with love and trust.

and more love :)

And I will try my best to let it subside

I’m letting go without taking any part of

Something what my heart truly wants

And no one will ever see you the way I do

tfmka

xoxo

raging.

2011-12-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

pardon the never-ending ~~idiotic~~ action from the gangrel that eventually brought up your wrath.

it's the game that counts, i'm sure she knows.

tfmka

xoxo

satisfied.

2011-12-12T13:00:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

little did i know that sputnik sweetheart is murakami's masterpiece :O

and she's actually a he. :O haruki murakami sounds too sweet for a man. i might choose it as my j-name if i'm opt to. hihi

it's been a time that i actually have a good reading.

this feeling is unexplainable. but it really intensifying to finish it.

more to comeeeee :)

ps 1. i hope they go away as soon as possible so i don't have to worry about what should i tell him because.... apparently i won't.

ps 2. i shall consider a twitter.

tfmka

xoxo

used to be more than that.

2011-12-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

madam momma calls me quite often since the handphone flushed. everyday, yes. the topic is everything under the sun. she asked me to get myself a new one asap so perhaps i'll make some time for it.

but, should i?

ambivalent.

i might just give madam momma some time to get back from kuantan and settle down the payment of the other one. somehow some idiots had meant to create chaos in this neighbourhood leaving everyone here in fear. and me in a tangly situation.

*mi, i can explain.

i mean, it's vital for some sort of security. even though i'm nowhere near to believe to everything they said, it's probably good to own one, just for precaution. nothing more, cause now i started to believe, things change.

people too.

tfmka

xoxo

let the feat begin.

2011-12-06T00:17:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i let the divine hand strokes the wonderwand to write my life. and that's just how the loo swallow my handphone instantly. i'm too sad to cry, so i laughed. i think i'm just so used to lose my things that it isn't deserve to be called a problem any longer. He gave me back my matrix card only an hour before, to take the handphone. i should be thankful enough i'd sent and received my goodnight wish or i don't think i can ever have a good night sleep tonite. hoho. *zzz

well, that is it. no rejeki.

2nd semester is darn awesome. i start to love almost everything ; the people, the class, the subjects, the events, the lecturers as well as all the flaws.

here's some events that i attended

super hilarious mock trial the musical

see who's here ;D

there was also a charity event held here, hence the blood donation. i always think it is super cool so i did. hihi

the bloody blood :D

supporting atin&adeline&the fac team for the handball saf match

atin can do that expression effortlessly (Y)
while i still need a lot of practise

non stop 211 hours debate :D

thanks to aliya who couldnt make it hence my replacement. hiuhiu. so that's a glimpse of my days here.

finally this post has come to its end.

ass-ignment time! *sip coffee

tfmka

xoxo

on the valley .

2011-12-04T23:46:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

it's hard to have it, as badly as how much i want it. the sense of satisfaction i longed doesn't simply appear right in front of this pair of eyes. i worked out, let alone the sweat. it's not about someone else anymore, neither anything but me.

now i'm laughing hard at myself. dare to jeopardize it all and take those risky contentment.

when i play, i play hard.

tfmka

xoxo

hai.

2011-11-18T20:21:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

two nites left, and hello to the new semester. i'm pretty excited now, and i hope this feelings will last till the end. huhu i have a pretty good semester break. even there's a few unsettle matters but nahhhh. nothing much. and the only thing that clings on my mind is that i'm hoping i'll have a bunch of nice roomies. we gonna spend many many many days and nites together so you better be nice to me! zzz

butt

RUNNING MAN NEXT WEEK EPISOD PROTECT THE BOSS WEH (!!)

macammanaguanaktengokwuwuwuwuuuwuu

T_______T

kbabai

tfmka

xoxo

immortal.

2011-11-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

this is the least song i'll think shayne would ever sing. but i'm glad he did. i mean, extensively glad. hehe. my jaw dropped for about a minute when i figured this out. like gahhhhh i could listen to this for countless times without feeling bored before. and i still do.
oska didnt do any better than you now. :P
obvious bias-ness. because you're shayne.
and because shayne is ....orok. ok not funny.
for those who doesnt know (yes, you!) this is the ost of secret garden drama. sound familiar enough? :)

Even if you think it’s not enough, it’s fineI’ll show how much I really love youYou may never know butHere I am
Hm! c:xx

simple, doesn't always mean easy.

2011-11-01T01:05:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

in the approach of november, i know things will get better in time. yeah i think it's wise to give some time on some things. but still, it's heart-rending, when you look at something that holds so much promise & realize that no matter which way to turn, life is going to break it down.

it amazes me how frail i am when it comes to you. well i'm not a perempuan macho.

me and my heart, we got issues.

tfmka

xoxo

you dont wanna read this.

2011-10-21T04:06:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i found a subtle change in me, hormone raging? slowly, but ongoing. usually people ponder why did they work out so hard when they was younger. the vague feeling of being insatiable, wanting everything and anything which brought out the monster in themselves. immature and obnoxious.

but im feeling it NOW. and i dont really favour it, really.

things were harder before but everything was more under control. i put up my white flag easily before, because i loathe perpetual bickering. but now, i can hardly save any emotions inside. if anything burns me up, i'll start screaming my lungs out, not literally. the invisible walls before my throat has vanished. *pooff

somehow im not trying to figure out the old me even i believe it is better than the current me, in certain side perhaps. when you're the kind of pulled back by the little pieces of memories, the most thing you gonna tell yourself is to move on, which i did. so im gonna give myself ample time to reconstruct, download the patience i left somewhere, turn sideways the overwhelming exasperation into something more err positive?

ok. good luck yours truly. hewhew

and happy birthday to all my october babies - ANAZ, IDA AND ZATTY. you guys make me believe october babies are awesome. only Allah knows how much i love you guys. (even i didnt wish HB to non of you -.-)

tfmka

xoxo

between the lines.

2011-10-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

...................
med, xoxo.

another.

2011-10-06T19:46:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

and while ep is still struggling to overcome her flufever sprint, mommy had caught the baton and start her running too. what's that? synchronizing? oh yeah, i'd done my part. meen too. boy+aboh ; be ready.

my hypothesis is that maybe the house is full of the dust+discreet bacteria (?) which makes me optimizing the floor detergent as much as i can. and the other thing which burn up my spirit is the new vacuum cleaner. vacuuming thrice a day like orang gila tak pernah jumpa vc. weh tapi memang serius jakun. it's been half a year since the old vacuum can be used. so we used penyapu ja all this while. dari saya darjah satu wohh vacuum cleaner tu. banyak dah susah senang kami bersama. :") yeah rite.

my god, they are all allergic to dust. except momma+me. im the least allergic to anything:) i really dont have any idea on how to bear with that. ep used a box of tissue in these 2 days. she can sneeze 300 times a day. no, it's not a compliment.

truth is im sick of seeing my loved ones being a sicko.

which makes you sick too. sicko together gether. the sicko familia =='

hey im not whining. it's just an expression. plus, im grateful that it's not that serious either. i know, this is just another test. as what omma said, she ate what we ate, she drank what we drank, maybe her sin is more than the others, that's how this test helps her indeed.

and also as a sign, there's something wrong somewhere, perhaps too many unhealthy food. or less water in the body. or dehydrated. (eh bukan sama ke?) or less hygienic, somewhere, something. ok whatever i need to find this outttt

get well soon, everybody. shafakallah

so ho yeah people out there, appreciate your health!

tfmka

xoxo

someday i'll let you know.

2011-09-26T08:27:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

or maybe u'd already know. lol.

yes, the distance was created on purpose. funny, i dont even need to care much to know how did you keep your life on. maybe sebab kita kutub lain lain, so that explains the not-so-repulsive force. *puke

the truth is im afraid of falling hard. gayat. so it's better to be horizontally far, rather than vertically near. (walhal tak mampu langsung pun ikut vertical sama haha)

Seorang sahabat bertanya kepada Rasulullah s.a.w: “Siapakah yang menjadi sahabat yang paling baik bagi kami?” Jawab Rasulullah s.a.w: “Seorang yang apabila kamu memandangnya, kamu teringat akan Allah, apabila kamu dengari cakapnya, bertambah pengetahuan kamu tentang Islam, apabila kamu melihat kelakuannya kamu teringat kehidupan akhirat.”

siempre baby. siempre.

:')

and him.

2011-09-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

looking back how much i laughed just now, one would never expect that i'd encountered a terrible fever few hours before. i started sleeping right after dinner with a long lost friend (lol) till this morning. i cant even lift up my head. and im gonna have a paper in the afternoon, made me have just enough reason to cry myself out. but i cant. but then i texted mama, telling her my condition. my only aim is that she will pray for me. that's what i always do. every time im in a trouble, i'll let her know. sebab doa mama kan takde hijab. *wink

and so i managed to go thru this day, alhamdulillah.

mama was so worried. cause the last time im having fever, i needed a couple of days to fully recovered. yes, it was much more worse than just now. so that explained why babah called me today. twice.

babah called me. twice. in a day. lol

the thing is that, i think about him a lot in these few days, and even talked about him to my friend. maybe i just miss him so much.

i remember, every monday assembly he will ask me to stand beside him ie among the teachers. i used to refuse-it was embarassing as other students might talk back about it. i remember being the girl of the house. when i was a kid, im the one who followed him to kindergarden and school everyday , the one whom he brought to the mamak stall for breakfast everyday and the only girl who rode with him to school. but gradually everything change.

me, and him.

the truth is, i miss being the girl he always proud of. it has been quite a time :(

i just think that maybe Allah let this sickness as a way for me to hear from him. subhanallah :)

tfmka

xoxo

of 14 weeks.

2011-09-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

let's not talk about how great the exam has been. because if i say so, i'll be lying. hewhewhew. but still, c'est la vie, yes?

through the whole sem here, this morning was the first time we (me+fafa+haha) get ourselves ready in baju kurung by 6am++. funny much hehe. and i printed my slip minutes before the exam started. the hall was freaking cold. i literally freezing in there. i think we all did. my cardigan didnt help much, so we're thinking of bringing in the blanket later. (maybe i could bring kp along LOL)

maybe i should stop now. :P

random pictures, of 14 weeks :)

<3

tfmka
xoxo

venus.

2011-09-03T01:07:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

grow up, raisya.

~~perhaps im scared~~

tfmka

as long as you're grateful, you have everything.

2011-08-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

selamat hari raya aidilfitri everyone :)

hope you guys have a blessed raya. huhu. im laced with dissapointment today because there’s no niceprogram on tv. Doesn’t it suppossed to be full of good+watchable programs onhari raya? 2 hours ago, I took a glance at the tv and it was, err niyang rapik? zzzz I’ve watched it before. && the tv is desperately need to bechanged. The only colour that appears is grey, and the figure is only differentiated bythe tone – light grey, dark grey. zzz

Moksu is not here and it’s weird. ~~(but err I don’t care? heee)~~ Paklanisn’t here too as he’s on duty. My mind struggling for a significant event thathappened today and perhaps the answer is spending almost 2 hours finding thebest way to wear the headgear with my lil sis - Kelakar gila. We went to visitkubur arwah tokki and others but I cant go so I was left alone in the car. Wemet some other relatives there and they wanted to go to our place.

AND THAT'S IT. THE END OF MY FIRST SYAWAL. ;)

coooooooool

sometimes i doubt myself of being grateful, or heartless?

ps. my baju raya is similar with one of maktok's. i knew it, but i still chose it because i like it. ehe
ps2. someday i wanna join humanitarian assistance program. hmmm.
ps3. i miss my kobis. eh

tfmka

need some standing ovation?

2011-08-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

well, some people born with a great ability of having their mouths work faster than their brain.

may Allah bless you.

tfmka

welcome to the block.

2011-08-18T12:55:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

there's only a couple of days left before ramadhan leaves. it's awful to acknowledge that how much sacred time had been wasted+not benefited due to self restraining. tsk. better late than never? im working on it ....

on the other side, currently everybody here is chasing on datelines for assignments and we have tests almost every week. that's all i can say, concluding the pressure that im facing now. hoho.

i had the funniest/weirdest/most nonsence dream ever last night. guess that i think of you too much eh kiddo? haha. (i cant help rotf if it's really happening) LQL

by the wayyy, meet the new members of the block :D

kelabu family ^^
4kittens

orange family ^^
5kittens

they are both staying at my floor- the 3rd floor. how cool is that? kucings kat sini serius gebu. subur pulak tu. LOL

tfmka
xoxo

isle of view-10.

2011-08-17T02:54:00.001+08:00

still counting.
xoxo

sweet talker.

2011-08-13T07:15:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

they call it a problem, where we cant figure out the intention. it may comes along with sincerity, and vice versa. how are we gonna define it, btw?

somehow, i dont think so. it becomes a problem when you actually care bout it.

and that's my problem now. i care.

tfmka
xx

monsters.

2011-08-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i'm blessed, in a way. :)

random

tfmka
xx

bye rose.

2011-07-29T16:01:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i'd set my mind to not staying in college this weekend so poksu will fetch me here in a few hours time and bring me home. yeay! anywhere but mawar. this place suddenly turned out to be err suffocating? i might enjoy the company of my roomies that will be around this weekend for the first time, hoho, somehow i want to be out of this sphere at this particular moment.

i've been too busy entertaining my emotions by the burden of the amount of work entrusted upon me or perhaps by the people i had to deal with. maybe at certain extent, i entered a plane of ignorance.

but thanks to people who concern, appreciate it much :) iluols.

everytime i try to talk about something, it'll be ended by something else, haha.

tfmka

xoxo

a sigh.

2011-07-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

my mid sem break is over, it's a week pretty much full of tense. there were tonnes of assignments need to be handed out the next week (starting tomorrow!) there's no way of a sincere smile until tomorrow comes as im gonna have my first presentation for 016 subject tomorrow. honestly, i dunno if im just exaggerating but i think im gonna fail this. pessimist much heh?

choose your own reliable groupmate, dont let them choose you. they'll put you into hell, literally.

i told this to my lil sister, hopefully she'll be smart enough not to repeat the stupid mistake that i did.

yes, they have successfully putting me there. awesome.

tfmka

xoxo

vulnerable.

2011-07-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

Insecurities only leads one downhill, insecurities only makes matters worst - but it's all I have to lose.

forget the mendacity for a while.

tfmka
xoxo

imma survivor.

2011-07-02T11:20:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

we'd been handed with the new assignment yesterday. im pretty much happy with it as we arent gonna do it partnerly, this time. obviously i'd gained a bad experience 'bout duo-homework, enough said. but that's how we learn when things dont come up as expected.

the roomates went home yesterday so i was all alone here. && i really feel like at home, just like the 6-month hols ; home, room, alone, online, eat, bed, smackdown kp. hehu. i dont feel like inviting someone else to accompany me, it's funny when haha keep asking me to ask someone to stay in our room and asked me to call her if anything comes up and asked me if i'll be fine bla3. concern much rite? thanks haha :'} (haha is my roomate)

indolence can be good in certain aspect, i reckon. for instance, there's no money flow particularly for food when you're too lazy to get yourself to the stall. hehe. i sounded a bit parsimonious here but i guess im just being thrifty lol. i still have something to munch up here btw. my big apetite did scare me sometimes so i really think this slothfulness is assisting me regarding this matter.

ps. i think i need to go out of the box. it's too comfortable.

tfmka

xoxo

runaway butterflies.

2011-06-30T22:39:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

after a month, finally today i had my first class for mtc038 subject, which i think my favourite one above all. i went very sleepy when it started so i got myself something to wake me up && it worth it. 038 is something new and far more fun to learn compared to others. let's hope it's remain this way till the very end, yeah.

today had been very kind to me, when i'd expecting something negative to occur. alhamdulillah

on the other note, i'm lucky enough to know the real thing and not fully attached to it. these things ought to be left by itself for if you try too hard to make sense of it, before you know it, you will be carted off to a psychiatric ward.(yes, real true, merr)

tfmka
xoxo

satu purnama.

2011-06-27T02:35:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

entri saya yang kontot dan ciput sebelum ini jugak telah mampu disalah erti. kemudian kata tulisanku kecil? haiyohh (yes im talking about u, bro heheh) oleh itu adalah lebih baik bertukar kepada bahasa yang biasa camni, ek?

sooo hello everybody. setelah sekian lama hari ni terbukak jiwa dan minda untuk membobok sesuatu di sini. disebabkan esok kelas mengaji start pukul 10.30am, jadi hati menaip dengan rasa tenang walaupun dah lewat malam sekarang ni. topik hari ini ialah hidupku di sekolah baru yang tak ada uniform.

pejam pejam celik celik dah satu purnama saya kat sini, hinggakan shampu pun dah nak abis tapi tak sempat nak beli baru lagi. nasib baik roomate hado 3 orang. juga sama shampu (hikhik tak segan hikhik) overall, alhamdulillah hidup baru di sini ok. sekolah baru ni walaupun campur tapi tak rasa sangat, sebab populasi perempuan sangat mendominasi. ramai orang risau saya akan culture shock kat sini, tapi sebab selalu tengok drama pasal kolej + hidup kat universiti so takdelah rasa sangat pun. besar sungguh jasamu, drama dan tv. :')

lagipun selagi saya berada dalam kalungan doa mama + babah insyaAllah sihat bahagia kat sini, kan?

saya maklum hidup kat sini takkan mudah, sebab setiap insan kat sini bukan calang calang woh. masa mds pun dah start inferior, semua pun kemain outstanding lagi walhal just dalam ldk untuk salah satu slot je. terasa kerdil dan comel diriku *uhuk uhuk

but then, everything goes well. emosi pun kembali stabil, takde over the dose lagi. and bila dekat sini, means jaoh dari rumah. bila jaoh dari rumah means tak boleh balik selalu. bila tak boleh balik selalu, means balik kadang kadang. bila balik kadang kadang, means takde transport sendirian berhad. bila takde transport sendirian berhad means?..

..kena balik naik bas. bagi yang tak tahu, bas merupakan seketul kenderaan yang gabak yang sangat common di mesia ni namun saya tak pernah naik sendirian sebab, er tak dapat lampu hijao. so semua orang pun teruja bila mommy's girl ni nak balik naik bas. (lagi teruja dari orang yang menaiki hiks) kalau ada duit sejota mungkin akan wujud kenduri kesyukuran sebab ada insan yang sungguh kesian dah berjaya naik bas sendirian pada usia uhuk uhuk 18 uhuk uhuk. noob. eh tapi tak berapa nak sendirian sangat pun sebab eh hado orang teman kot eh eh.

ok, kensel kendori.

tfmka

xoxo

the middle name.

2011-06-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum & hello

location : in the room, under the fan
motive : undefined

fa ; sya, what do you wanna talk about for the speech this week?

sya ; idk. havent decide yet. you?

fa; hmm. i wanna talk about a cat.

sya ; a cat?

fa; yes, a cat. raisya the cat.

sya ; kihkihkih

fa; kihkihngehngehngeh

to be continued...

tfmka
xoxo

rain, rainbow.

2011-06-08T22:08:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello :)

being surrounded with so much love is a real bless. especially when your handphone gone mad outta sudden. (actually it's after it fell from the pocket to a watery floor. tsk) and your endeavour to get someone important to know about it went to be a total failure. (tskkkkkk)

so people, is this an argument? and what's the author's point?
L group, answer me. LOL

tfmka

xoxo

the mirror of erised.

2011-06-06T22:35:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i dream a lot recently - precisely it's the one you do in sleep, not the day dream. i could say it becomes a bit spooky, for i can see those stuffs that clinging in my mind before i go to the dreamland. this includes the last person i talked to or the last one i texted or the last thing i talked about or what i had plan for the next day.

spooky.

because it never happens this frequent. well, i lived my life as normal as before so what makes this to happen? hm..

hey dear brain, you sure have a lot more things to do instead of wondering why did you work the other way round, no?

ok bai.

ps. i still cant register the courses (!!) so see you again dear cik eton :/

tfmka
xoxo

this new stage.

2011-06-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

im officially a proud uitm student since past 2 weeks and im no longer spend murky nights in front of tv. LOL. everything is fine, we still find ourselves saying 'good morning TEACHER' at the beginning of class. and that akward moment everyone's looking at each other giving signal are-we-going-to-wish-the-lecturer end up by a simple hi by 'em. ehe. by the way, the huge number of students for law foundation was surprising me indeed. it's almost 70%++ from the whole batch. geeezzz can you imagine how i feel right now? thing's gonna be harder+stiffer. *heart's beating fast*

i dont wanna to talk much about MDS - it's good in the sense that they kindda gimme a wake up call as there was a lotttttttttttttt of talks. ceramah integriti, anak bangsa and so on. the only ceramah that i slept was on the last day. nice couch+romantic lighting+damn weary+same points = zzzzzz~

the last performance for MDS was epic. LOL

sure there'll lots more to jot here. so i'll try to space some time in this midst of busy-ness (?)

and i present to you, my new favourite song :')

tfmka

xoxo

haaa dah boleh ponnn.

2011-05-14T02:09:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

mane pegi post eden semalamm??? *jerit*

suka suki je removeee. *meroyan*

dah la tak de dalam draftt.*histeria*

dah la tak rajin nak update selaluu. *meraung*

tsk. *emosi*

ps. selamat hari jadian fi

{wish sambil mengenang kembali kegigihan kau menge-wish ak last year :')}

xoxo

pass by.

2011-05-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i lost the passion i used to have for it. but i know it'd moved on. i know im no longer significant. if you're asking for some sort of explaination, i have none to offer.

why should i dwell in the past when there's so much ahead of me?

tfmka

xoxo

what makes you worth living.

2011-05-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

heyyo everybody. semua sihat? ok bagus. so form 6 had started their journey, i'll start mine real soon. needless to say, i havent prepare anything yet. including accept the offer, yeah. it's less than 2 weeks from now and then i can say bye bye to my current living life. hoh i had enough of 5months hols. it wasnt THAT great but i still enjoying these good days when there's really nothing can bother you the next morning. it feels good ya knoww.

future did terrify me more than darkness. or loneliness. or hantu kak limah. so i decided not to crack my head up thinking about it now. miahaha.

i heard some of my friends had settled their medical check-ups, pack their clothes, buy new shoes etc etc. the only thing ive done is listing out things i supposely did days ago. gahaha. one of 'em is to print out every form. and here goes katak, a very good friend of mine, texted me asking about all those stuffs needed and even offer to print 'em for me. 'banyak nak kene print. kalau nak aku tolong boleh. member member ape ade hal'. ok thanks katak tapi nanti aku print seniri yo mekaseh. <--bajet macam katak baca belog ni. dahla den tak reply pun dia. agagaga

let's pray i'll be able to settle everything in time. hehe

ps. lain nak tulis, lain jadinya. habis tak sync dengan title. bahaha

tfmka

xoxo

it's still a good day, after all.

2011-04-21T09:36:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

I had fever 2 or 3 days ago. Not to mention how bad my voice sounds, after I don't know, some inflammation happened to my vocal chord or something that I've lost my voice but that's really not a big deal. i sounded sexier kihkih. i've been away from home since last friday to attend kakyanie's wedding. but i continue to stay here in kl due to a few reasons. i had a great time as i have great things to do here. huhu. after a longggg same meaningless routine at home, what will u expect aite. i do think i'll still be having a good time here even without things to do. muahaha

i can say it could be the best wedding reception i ever attend, er due to the place maybe? that's what i think - until i needed to take care of my lil bro, zaquan, just exactly when they started serving food. exactly when the waitress put the er napkin eh what's the name, on my lap. he started to cry so i brought him away from the hall. not to mention zikry was chasing after me throughout the red carpet. i knew every eyes were on me, even im sightless that time - you can imagine how loud he had been.

so all i did was walking around, got into every doors opened - most of 'em are meeting rooms until zaquan stop crying. suddenly an older woman approached us, and asked me about the father of the baby. muahaha. i guess she thought im his mother instead of a sister. ciskek sangat. after that i brought him outside, konon nak tengok view dari picc tu. without specs? *cry* semua nampak berbalam balam. big waste. -.-

only almost an hour later somebody found me with the sleeping baby. i gone too far away from the hall i guess. i went back in the hall, to find out everybody had finished eating and they were cleaning the table to serve the dessert *cry* i lost my appetite even im hungry like hell but maktok urged me to eat a little. sumbatlah udang seketul, nasi sejemput dua, jadilah.

apepun, i loveee the wedding dresssssssss. macam princessssss. *just like my dream one hihi* <3

i still didnt have those piccas to share. alrite then. bubbyeeee.

ttmka

xoxo

i'll be back.

2011-04-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

saya meramalkan akan berjauh-jauhan dengan alam maya tak berapa nak lama lagi. line sekarang pun selalu berlaku tak adil. siput berjalan lagi laju kot. takpe takpe. jadi sebelum nak tinggalkan tempat ni bersawangan lalu kerinduan dan kempunan baguslah kiranya jika saya mengucapkan sepatah dua kata. hiu9

ok, rasanya macam dah terlalu sangat bersedia nak pergi sekolah balik, belajar, senang citer hidup normal balik. apa aje yang belum dibuat lagi kat rumah ni? name it. semua dah rasanya. &&& latest aktiviti memerlukan imaginasi sikit. bukan melukis atau mengarang novel atau mengarah drama pendek. semua tu perlukan imaginasi yang banyak.

imaginasi yang diperlukan ialah pretend ada 8 orang lagi dikeliling anda, dan pretend anda ada rambut panjang mengurai yang selembut sutera, pretend ada audience, pretend anda bermata sepet dan pretend anda menjadi pujaan ramai.

kenapa harus pretend? oh haruslah sebab tak memiliki ciri ciri itu semua. hiks~

sebab aktiviti yang sedang saya cuba nak terangkan sekarang ialah ber-dancing2 dengan tarian mereka ini. *segan sikit* hiu9. mula mula tengok goyang goyang kepala je sambil tengok lirik. itu pun bukannya dapat tangkap pun so nyanyi dalam hati je. kah kah. tengok lagi sekali goyang goyang tangan. last last buat sesi aerobik sendirian. hikhikhik. segala pretend2 tadi sangat perlu ye, sebab sekali jeling jeling kat cermin sebelah mak aihh kayuuu gila diriku. kalau tak tengok cermin rasa macam gemalai je. hihi.

then dah penat turun bawah cari air dengan peluh lencun semua dok heran apekah yang beliau lakukan sendirian dia kamar? ngeh9.

pape pun it was fun and healthy. i bet ramai je pun yang pernah buat kannn? :P

*sepatah dua kata sangat? :P*

okeyh. dedi dah berebut nak take over line dah.

bye!

tfmka

xoxo

catching-up.

2011-03-26T16:14:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello :)

it's funny when it's a book that able to create a new spirit in you. eh funny ke? macam takk je? ahaha

by the way, thanks hlovate. love you always hihi.

im talking about her schubert's serenade. yeah fine tau loser gilaa cakap love you hlovate sekarang baru kau baca SS dia? to be exact it's gurindam jiwa. yang ada kompilasi dari imaen dengan noor suraya sekali tuh. konfius sikit sebenarnya, is it true yang cerita dia end up macam tu je? dalam gurindam jiwa tu, the last page is when Ju'a terima poskad dari EG. that's how the story ends. tragik jo. kot.

and how basically Ju'a's life potraited in SS doesnt go much far from mine now - the spm thingy, the band, the violin, the piano, the addmath. except for she made it A+ in the end. HAHA.

but obviously i still have my parents around plus i dont have abang yang pakai romano sport dengan RXZ ala kasilah can nak berlagak sama sikit dengan Ju'a. dah sebut 'basically' pun tadi kannn. saya ada kakak yang hado kancil hitam legam ok sama ape? eh eh *tak segan*

when i was a lil kid, i used to verangans to play such ways. i mean, duo - piano dengan violin. macam Ju'a dengan Shah. they've been impressive, and will always be. you know, main gaya klasik camtu. *verangans lagi*

lagi sedap nak verangans sekarang sebab malam muzikarama will be held in 2 months time. yesterday was the first meeting+practise terus. we've already got the score, except me yang murah hati tertinggal kertas skor at only-god-knows-where. i could tell that most of the players were practically new. team dari mg pun muka baru jugak except for anaz.

team baru yang misteri. hihi

string members terus start prektis.

the ones who captured my eyes.

notice something BIG?
*hint- the one who's standing
*bigger than the player itself kihkih*

and while everybody starts learning their lines, the only blowers who present made their way to ...

main tidak, instrument pun tak bawak terus pergi serang kuih hijau bulat berkelapa berinti gula melaka tu apa nama dia kuih buah melaka eh. dengan air teh. sorang pulun 3 plastik kureng asemm betul.

ps. susah susah nak pikir sangat amek course muzik je teros ok ape. ok bye!

tfmka

xoxo

now playing.

2011-03-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

tfmka
xoxo

visited.

2011-03-21T18:24:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

don't be toooooooooo lazy to close the windows after clean/wash 'em.

or else somebody will take advantage on you, take a sneak peek, or trying to share your room. they aren't even paying. instead, making a mess AND EVEN LEFT THEIR POOPOO, thankyouverymuch.

the culprit (!)

i found out about him yesterday while he was busy making a space for himself. i thought he was just trapped behind the curtain. yes, i usually left the window open a bit but let the curtain remain closed.

his chirping sound alarmed me and seriously he frightened me at first. im forced to ask mama to take a look and halau him. ya Allah berkepak kepak macam im going to kill it. ~~eh, i should. next time i will heheh~~

then just now he came againnnn. hau derrrr yuu lil birdieee.

space-in-making
*ingat ni zoo ke -.-

both piccas were captured just now. this time i've been a bit braver to face you, lil birdiee. haizhuu

please come again and u'll turn into bird chop bbq . :P

tfmka
xoxo

di hari jadian ke8 alin.

2011-03-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

jika ada apa apa yang boleh buat saya sakit gigi lagi lepas ni, then boleh salahkan aunty bear sebab kasi berguni jajan semalam. so hari ini asyek mengonyellllllll je. :p

kenapakah beliau begitu bermurah hati berkongsi jajan? mengapakah? *keningkening*

oh yeah. :D

sebab semalam birthday party alin. lama siot tak pergi kids partyyy camni. hiuhiu. so dari situlah saya mendapat jajanan sebagai cenderamata gitu. ehe.

sesi yang ditunggu tunggu.

saya orang pertama yang serbu pinggan sebab orang lain segan segan sangat. sekian.

birthday girl. :)

sementara kaum tua bergosipan, para kanak kanak bergumbira sesama sendiri di luar rumah. permainan pilihan haruslah tok harimauu aum aum. game kesukaan ramai selain teng teng.

mak harimau berunding dengan bapak bagi anak anak ayam.
*bapa tunggal gamaknye?

bapak ayam berkokok kepada mak rimau. dan dan je baju belang kan?

selepas semua dah penat bermain dan bergosip, sebelum pulang kita haruslah..

yang berdiri : sesi tapauan
yang berkompol : sesi bukak hadiah

alin is my mother's friend's daughter yes.
so, HB! god bless :)

tfmka
xoxo

little secret.

2011-03-17T02:06:00.000+08:00

dirty confession.

2011-03-16T14:40:00.001+08:00

i could never thought it could be this tense. i choose to be a lil bit selfish this time. to say it right to your face because idk how to talk back, like u did. seems to care about others feeling but say trash about it later. i wept, because it stung all my cells, inevitably attacked my heart. it wasnt a temporary sentiment affected by my own irrational state of mind. this time i choose to let the beast caged inside me let out from the long rest of its thoughts.

to my surprise, i didnt feel any better.

“Or do you think that you will enter Paradise while such [trial] has not yet come to you as came to those who passed on before you? They were touched by poverty and hardship and were shaken until [even their] messenger and those who believed with him said, ‘When is the help of Allah?’ Unquestionably, the help of Allah is near.”

(Quran, Al-Baqarah, 2:214)

I'll get through this.

not the yellow webbit teef.

2011-03-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i feel freaking worried out of a sudden. the result will come out in less than 3 weeks from now. not to mention i still havent found my id unik number untuk enter ipt tuh. mana entah dia pergi. merayau tak balik balik lagi. -.-

oh yes, nina punya pun belum submitkan lagi yes yes. (!) *shotdead*

regarding my swollen gum, alhamdulillah, it gets better time to time. :) to my surprise, this thing makes me become more dicipline in term of consuming the medicine. i followed the instruction given like a good girl muahaha. especially antibiotik which is must be finished. kalau sebelum ni, ubat asek hilang sebelum sempat digunakan. and i dont care much about that. tarak guna punya olang hoh?

mungkin tak sabor nak tamatkan suffering tahap tak ingat, nak nak sebab tak dapat nak makan properly. you know, harus sangattttt berhati-hati, kunyahan demi kunyahan, placing makanan tak boleh ke belakang sangat. memang kena fokus habis lah. dah la saya makan sopan, sejak jadi bengkak tu bertambah tambah la kesopanan saya. hehehe

besides, saya jugak jadi alert dengan gigi. tetiba jadi disiplin gila gosok gigi tiga kali sehari. bila dah gosok gigi sebelum tidur, rajin jugak nak cuci muka sekali, pastu rajin pakai losyen sekali. tapi tak lah sampai nak pakai deodoran sekali ye. itu macam mental sangat.

however, itu setakat dalam seminggu ni je pun. ehe. kemain takabbur lagi nak cerita rajin gosok gigi sebelum tidur. -.-'

the missing piece. hikhik

ho yeah. got it from google.

~~gambar untuk hiburan. (?)~~

*terhibur tak?*

tfmka

xoxo

bulan oh bulan.

2011-03-05T12:35:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

I want you back

My neighbors think

I'm crazy

But they don't understand

You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous

The talk of the town

They say

I've gone mad

Yeah

I've gone mad

But they don't know

what I know

Cause when the

sun goes down

someone's talking back

Yeah

They're talking back

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?

Cause every night

I'm talking to the moon

Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

ps1.tak jumpa cover yang best.
ps2.have been listening to this song like 2k times. 0_o

till fingers meet keyboard again

xoxo

my hero and the P.

2011-03-02T18:27:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

saya lambat bangun. saya kena tinggal dengan van. saya kena bebel dengan pakcik van apabila dia kena patah balik sebab saya tak perasan second time phone call dia sebab saya tengah lari lari kejar van dia. sampai dekat van saya terhantuk pintu van. which produce a loudddd sound. *tapi saya tak rasa sakit pun-kepala saya keras fyi*

saya jumpa jodoh dari kelas yang pertama sampai yang terakhir- Hanis Sophia dengan Kenit. saya nampak mereka pegang lesen dan saya mula tak sedap hati. sebab macam tak wujud je lesen tu dalam beg? lepas ambil nombor, kena bagi lesen L. ok fine. now it's for real- lesen aku pergi jalan jalan tak tak pulang ke gagang yakni handbag pink saya yang berlapuk tu. -.-

~~dammit~~

lepas tanya dekat officer tu, ada dua jalan keluar -

1) balik rumah && cari && jumpa && datang balik dan teruskan ujian macam biasa

2) balik rumah && cari dan tak jumpa && pergi jpj && mintak salinan && tempah kelas baru && amek test kemudian.

*kenapa ida boleh buat baru?*

asakan ucapan gudluck yang diterima membuat hatiku pilu sepilu pilunyaaaa namun engkau tak mengertiii ohoooo..

dan ini bermaksud saya harus mengambil ujian tu next week. SIAPA YANG NAK AMEK KAU WOI PAGI PAGI BUTA NI BUKAN ADA DRIVER *nangis pilu dalam hati*

kecuali kalau ada saviour yang bakal save my day. T_T

"bah... bla3.. lesenL... bla3...tsktsk...rumah.. cari...bla3.. jumpa...DATANGLAAAAAH PUNGUT SAYA KAT SINI TSKTSK..."

"..banyak keje..bla3..letak mana..bla3...HA TUNGGU SITU NANTI DATANG.."

"sape datang? datang ke idok?"

"tunggu je lah kat situ. babah datang"

*mata bersinar tidak percaya*

15 minutes later, he showed up. && kutip saya, && bawak balik rumah, && jumpa lesen L atas meja bawah timbunan kertas. what the fish kau buat menyorok nyorok di situ wahai lesen? && hantar balik ke tempat ujian. && duduk sebelah saya sementara tunggu giliran. DAN TUNGGU SAYA SAMPAI HABIS UJIAN.

kau hado?

sesungguhnya hari ini babah sangat kacak. sekian. ohh my heroooooo. :')

dan alhamdulillahhhhhh saya lolossssss :)

syukur sangat Allah permudahkan urusan saya harini. even masa nak parking dekat tempat mula masa dah habis tu almost langgar kereta sebelah.-orang jpj tu cakaplah *sebab saya rasa macam jauh lagi je pun hikhik*

thanks encik jpj yang baik hati, anda pun memang handsome harini. walaupun jam saya menarik perhatian anda. *siap suruh tukar jam pfft <--------------------------first time tulis camni. hikhik

warna kuning untuk ulangan bahagian 3

im gonna miss uuu zapcity. trimass untuk semua instructorz. semoga anda murah rezeki dan keturunan yang baik (?) especially untuk encik hassan encik sani encik mike encik shaaban dan cikgu cikgu yang lain. *ye cikgu memandu saya bertukar tukar*

ps1. lepas ni tak banyak bunyik dah kalau kena buat jemput jemput dengan kopi kalau babah mintak.

ps2. troblemaker champion.

ps3. ekceli ida yang tag untuk tajuk my hero tu. nahhh dah siap hehe. :p

ps4. ok nak godeh kertas kajang sekarang.

till fingers meet keyboard again.

xoxo

2011-03-01T01:45:00.000+08:00

smile painfully.

too sad it's not literally either. -__________-

kalau dosa aku boleh gugur dalam rasa ni , aku redho.

happy 18, IA. :)

2011-02-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

untuk ukhti 'iffah athirah yang terchenta yang sekarang dah lapan belasss! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAYYYYYY !

*semalam aku tuduh kau postkan entri birthday aku lambat kat keklint. walhal aku yang lambat. ngee.*

'IFFAH ATHIRAH,

hehe, words can never describe how blessed i am to have you as my friend.

eventhough baru 2tahun lebih je tapi all the things that we've been thru together for the past 2 years is priceless. :)

the one that i'll look into when im about into tears.

tapi selalunya you already gimme your shoulders even before im into break down.

the one who hold all the secretsssss. he he

the one that i respect.

the one that i love.

teringat balik cemane MJ selalu je nak sakat kau sebab jadi macam belangkas aku. walhal aku tak sedar pun. sebab tu pun sebab duty pun kan iffah? selalu balik kelas sama sama lambat. demi memastikan semua insan dah masuk kelas. *haha geli*

and sebab both kita stok muka balik lambat sebab anak cikgu. especially bila ada meeting. and later aku pun jadi geng kabilah since tak stay hostel. and mula mula tu asal borak je gossip pasal blog orang. kan? haha. even kenal HZ pun dari kau

dan jasa kau yang paling tak terhitung ialah bila kau selalu pinjamkan homework addmath kau. kih9. ni memang aku akan ingat sampai mati. haha.

&& bila kau take over ajar ff dengan adik aku masa pmr dulu, walhal masa tu aku yang janji dengan diorang tapi aku pergi sedap sedap krohh krohh atas bed tak sedar diri,

&& bila kau selalu kongsi makanan kau dengan aku,

&& bila kita pergi karoke first time sesama, kau yang bayar tapi aku bantai nyanyi semua,

&& bila kau kasi pinjam shampoo + sabun kau bila masuk hostel sampai kau tercari-cari toiletries kau rupanya aku yang pakai.

dll

*sampai dua tahun baru habis list*

hoh banyak rupanya aku pau kau kikiki.

aku tau aku selalu buat kau geram bila datang habit yang termereng di dunia yakni ke-nyonyok-an yang tak pernah berkesudahan. aku tau kau selalu rasa nak sepuk aku tapi nasib baik aku comel so kau tak sampai hati. *pangggg tampar dinding dua das*

contoh yang tak boleh blah masa aku nak treat birthday kau last year tapi kau yang bayar dulu sebab aku lupa amek duit. ok loser gila aku tau wuu wuu

tapi kau still steady je. :)

&& time aku jadi crybaby kau bukannye nak pujuk tapi join sekaki :'P

*lagi kuat laktuh dari aku haha*

then that j***** thing jadi secret code whenever kita nak burst

selalunya aku lah kot ngeh ngeh

so to conclude all, aku bersyukur ada sahabat macam kau. semua ciri menantu idaman ada. hehe

like seriously. and im veryyyyyyyyyy proud of it!

i love u soooo much friend!
sweet 18 :D

may Allah bless u always

may all ur dreams come true
may u have all the happiness
and may we got all A's for SPM. aminn~

*gambar nak flawless je* hehe

uhibbuka fillah 'Iffah Athirah.............

yours truly

raisya NS <3

swollen gum and cili bakar.

2011-02-25T09:21:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i have been suffering from swollen gum for almost 5 days. to my surprise it's getting worse each day! it's usually will slowly be less painful in 3 or 4 days and recovered fully soon. yeah, i start to realise that i'll experience this each month.

kali ni pulak kena dekat dua dua part gusi belakang. *selalunya satu je T_T* but it doesnt stop me from eat any lesser. not at all yaww. memang dasar perot tongkang. huuhu.

yeah opkos i did went to clinic proximately last two months. but my problem is asal jumpa doktor je terus jadi baik, dan tak sempat nak consume obat2 yang maha mencekik darah itu. and later only god knows where do i put them. and the next time the pain attack, last last guna air garam jo. but seems like it doesnt help at all. huwaa

only now i start to wonder about the main reason. sungguh tak best apabila harus makan dengan kunyah dengan gigi depan pastu tak boleh nak tambah sesuka hati lagi. it's unbearable. tsktsk

maybe i should pay more attention to mouth hygiene (?) eventhough i think im the only one in this house who has floss + dentine + colgate mouthwash. (only that i use them only once in a blue moon hehe) ok tobat sekarang.

and less sugar intake. (!) yeahh obviously it's a must. recently i enjoy myself drink a big amount of sweet beverages - almost everyday. haaaaaaaaaaa baru perasan @_@ jadi dengan ini saya dengan penuh bersemangat waja berikrar untuk puasa minum sweet drinks selama 3 hari sebagai permulaan bermula besok! errrr mula besok sebab karang maktok nak bawak keluar pegi ukur jalan. heeee

jadi untuk tambah ilmu sikit cara atasi gusi bengkak saya gugel gugel, and i found this :-

Jika anda diserang penyakit gusi bengkak tentulah ianya mendatangkan masalah kepada kesihatan anda, bukan sahaja susah untuk makan minum, tetapi juga menyukarkan anda untuk berbual. Sakit gusi bengkak ini memang menyakitkan kadang-kadang lebih sakit dari sakit gigi. Disini diberikan beberapa panduan atau petua untuk anda ikuti jika menghadapi masalah ini. Apa yang anda perlu lakukan ialah mengambil sebiji cili hijau kemudian bakarlah dia sampai panas, setelah panas sapukan kepada gusi anda yang bengkak tadi beberapa kali. Jika dibuat beberapa kali pasti sakitnya akan berkurangan dan mudah-mudahan dia akan cepat sembuh. Dan yang pastinya anda akan cepat sembuh semula.

nak try ke tak? O_o

tfmka

xoxo

blood ties us.

2011-02-24T01:42:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

my jpj test wasnt turn out well. i know i could do better but i think im just being so freaking nervous on that particular time. *haha alasann* however, past is past. i had prepared myself mentally for any negative results muahaha. somehow, i still thankful as i passed the first section. thanks to my lovely moksu i know i wont be able to make it if she wasnt helped me before. i literally teared rm25 for an unnecessary extra class after the test by so called uncle tom -____-, unintentionally. it was a serious waste but i couldnt help myself to say no. enough about that. ~~i hate u uncle tom tsktsk u doesnt help me at all tsktsk~~

ameen was officially 16 yesterday, and being celebrated by her friends and band members at school before moving to stj next week. this will be her very last week there, so everyone was 'flooded' including the band family. they cant even continue the practice *last year aku banjir sendiri je sengsorang ciskek tol haha*

so just now we bought her stuffs. i pun dah start rasa pilu ni. hhaha. this girl, memang banyaakkk bedaa dengan saya. im temper, she's cool. back then, she sings red jumpsuit apparatus' and my chemical romance's when im more into schubert's and mawi (lol). she's independent, she doesnt cry when she first entered hostel-(i did!), she always knows what to do, had a very clear vision in her life, she knows which university would she wanna be in later when im in the opposite all the time. :)

after all, im veryyyyy happy for her. alhamdulillah :) first sebab lega, saya fikir macam kira bayar balik la sebab dulu saya dah tolak tawaran tu when babah wanted me to be there *saya memang sayang stpmghs miahahahaa* i know she'll do well there. go tongga go! :D

zaman muda mudi

notice that i currently used rojak abc language. i guess it's because i was affected by my current reading materials. and a bit different style? just a bit. maybe it'll change again later if i change the materials, just maybe. hee.

tfmka

xoxo

real hols and smile.

2011-02-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello :)

i had my one of the tremendously lovely week. yeah of course for having loved ones around togethaa. huhu.

my week was actually started since 16th february. ida went to melaka so we decided to met her up somewhere. as for being teacher's daughter, iffah and i had to be as early as 7am ++. and there we go pretending like tourists, for the second time hovering around banda hilir. this time we made our way along sungai melaka. jalan jalan sampai ketiak basah. haha :D this time we fulfilled our wishlist : karoke-ing together after failing the first attemp. haha. eventually met ida+shiro+fama+iffah at nina's place gossipingz like there's no other creature there + watched the green hornet. it was fun to catch up after not seeing each other for awhile. hehe. too bad tatty cannot make it. and pity ida as someone had 'accidentally took her new baby zylo'. i read about zylo at ida's blog. *idk if it's its name. izit ida?* huu. tabah ye? :) finally reaching home with ida's burned alive and iffah's tshirt in hand : i forgot to return 'em back when they were in my bag all the timeee there. dush!

gozzipz matezz, huhu
fama + nina not in the frame.

and the next day, hari yang ditunggu tunggu where i could supposely write now 'a day at the zoo with dearest alintz hazzan'. and as always, being the troublemaker, i screwed the day - tertinggal tiket di dalam rumah >.< i cant barely look at her face like seriously. hiyaaa im sorryyy and we end up watching burlesque. baru sekarang kenal christina aguilera yang mana satu hehe. i think i confused between her and madonna all this time. cik alintz asek tutup mata saya at certain scenes hahah. well dear, thanks for holding my hands and still payungkan dengan penoh kesabaran instead tumbuk saya sebab jadi nyonyok yang amat. i really hope we could make it next time ngee. :P i lap alintz hazzan hoyeh hoyeh!

kamera tujuh hengget. <3

alintz hazzan's black bumble boo brought me to mc and there my journey began. terminal bas selatan was slightly look like an airport. convenient but still there wasnt so many bus. kakliza kutip us there and we end up at her place. havent seen each other like poreberr yaw. few years back we played with cats together but now she'll be having her second baby. how time flies! the following day i went to moksu's home. i'm glad i made the right choice by agreed to follow and accompany mak to ijn at the first place. and i have no idea how exciting everything went on. to be out from routine. hehe.

on that nite we went bowling. half of the place was filled with mat saleh hoho. first time dapat point over 60 it's 80++ beybeyh! hahaha. *nampak sangat ratu longkang kan?* heheh and we went to redbox the next day, *seriously tak pernah rasa tak cukup sebelum sebelum ni haha* then layan haziq pergi main kereta kontrol dekat titiwangsa. somehow, there was a competition and he'll be there for quite a time so rubeejun asked to go to wangsawalk, till nite. hidung berdarah tengok banyak bajuan dekat butik butik tapi tak beli pun.

on the way sending rubee back home ;

rubee : kak, nak tahu something tak?

me : mondo?

rubee : besok ada paper sains dengan geografi. *senyum cuak*

me : *senyum comel*

sepatutnya saya balik lebih awal, tapi keep on pozponz atas sebab sebab keselamatan huhu. moksu took a leave at monday to be with me yaw. went to alamanda for the first time. and having a pedicure for the first time. and now i think i get to know her a bit better - when moksu went shopping and get crazy for a pair of nice shoes, there's no second thought of having it. hahaha :D

later, she lent me her ~~kench~~ kancil to practice for my jpj test. *it's tomorrow!!* i lost control at the roundabout and nearly hit the tembok. we went 'aaaaaaaa..........!' in the car. nasib baik sempat brek fuhhhhhh but then the cincau was spilled all over the dashboard. *let's think what will happen tomorrow* errrr..

and todayyyhh, they took hours to find a asam pedas restaurant. however lastly, we end up at sushi king jo. haha. im seriously have a new glimpse of u two. :)

people, i cant love you any lesser. *bigsmile*

ps. happy birthday darlingz syazmeen and my darlingz ahmad azri! :D

ps2. i have a draft for both of u darlingz. idk if i'll post it. hahah

ps3. wish me luck! *er, it's okay if i have to repeat it later* hee

till fingers meet keyboard again

xoxo

my 2011 cny

2011-02-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

coti cny aritu saya balik kampung. dengan dialog "okei everibodyyy. sila siap siapp. kita akan ke kampung harinii. yeehaaa" lebih kurang la camtu.

tapi kepulangan kali ni tanpa keluarga pakmat dan rakan rakan yang menyambut kami. sebab mereka semua telah dijual. sebab famili makzah dah pindah rumah baru, jadi takde sape nak tengok tengokkan pakmat dan keluarga. rasa seperti baru semalam bermesra-mesraan bergurau senda bersama. kini kau tiada lagi pakmat. yang tinggal hanya kenangan kita. masih kuingat disaat kumembawa segumpal serai untukmu. belum sempat sampai ke istanamu, kau telah meragut hujung daun serai itu dengan rakus. terkejut saya. walaupun kau kecil tetapi bernafsu makan yang besar.

kembar pakmat

yang tinggal hanya ayam ayam famili. pada suatu hari yang hening, masa tengah main buai dekat pokok laju laju buaiku laju, macam biasa ayam ayam famili dilepaskan dari reban untuk beriadah. alih alih dalam satu famili itu terdapat seekor ayam berkaki satu.

alah tak pindahkan gambar ayam tu kat laptop lagi. korang bayangkan sendiri jelah.

menurut kata atok, pada tanggal 10 disember yang lalu, satu tragedi telah berlaku. semasa ayam itu masih bayi, seekor tikus yang durjana telah menarik kaki ayam tersebut *mungkin dengan tujuan untuk makan* ayam bayi yang tidak berdaya itu berusaha mempertahankan kakinya tetapi tikus itu dengan kejam mematahkan kaki ayam bayi itu.

sob sob *kesat air mata*

memang sangat kurang asam dan keji tindakan tikus itu. :(

kini ayam yang bayi telah meningkat dewasa. walaupun kurang upaya tetap bersemangat menjalani hidupnya sebagai ayam berkaki satu yang istimewa.

satu lagi perkara yang saya perasan, kali ni rumah atok berwarna hijau. kali terakhir saya balik, rumah tersebut berwarna peach. dan sebelum kali terakhir adalah warna biru. rumah atok memang selalu bertukar warna. warna yang belum pernah cuba digunakan hanyalah warna hitam je.

kepulangan kali ini juga menjadi satu sejarah dalam hidup saya sebab kali pertama pergi pasar malam di sana. walaupun hanya membeli murtabak, ia tetap menjadi kenangan yang indah zzz.

dan mengenali farisha ariana yang gebu. dah setahun lebih, baru sedar kewujudan dia. hahah

sekian laporan cuti tahun baru cina saya.

tfmka

xoxo

right now,

2011-02-03T12:47:00.001+08:00

....you're at your worst.

This is my share of injustice, and I'm gonna take it.
I shall tolerate all this nonsense and fight the flaws of my imbecile ego,

because I have to gain the rights to deserve you at your best.

xoxo

tanda harga maria.

2011-02-03T00:35:00.000+08:00

assalamaualaikum && hello

maria aragon.

10 y.o. (!)

damn adorable. she made it looks so easy. -__-

tapi ni first video dia main instrument sekali. teros hati terjatoh. aww aww.

go miiaa.*pompom*

ps. so near yet so far. *sigh

tfmka

xoxo

sejam pertama.

2011-01-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

akhirnya saya mula balik kelas memandu ~~ravi~~ lepas hampir sebulan menunggu giliran. means hado jugak rutin baru lepas ni. semangat berkobar betul sampai kemain hawal lagi i mangon hari ni dan tidak memengsankan diri kembali lepas suboh tadi. huahuahua.

hari ni nama cikgu saya cikgu hassan. walaupun muka suci dan tulus tapi garang mak aih. tapi alhamdulillah, rasanya ok lah kot untuk kelas pertama.

komen beliao : awak selalu lepas clutch secara terkejut mengejut. lain kali lepas pelan pelan ye. kalau tak nanti kereta terkejut.

orait tak sabau tunggu kelas esok. dan ketemu omel omel sekalian ;p

ps. hari ni lunch coki coki je. esok? hiuhiuhiu

tfmka

xoxo

pengawas sebagai hantu.

2011-01-25T11:37:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

sekarang saya tengah stuck dalam bilik mommy sementara tunggu sekolah habis. and my after school mission is to bring KM55 to its doctor. to be honest, i nearly forget about its presence. huahuahua. *out of sight, out of mind* dan keadaan suhu dalam bilik ni memang dah buat saya menggegel. nasib tak keluar asap asapan dari mulut je kot. saya tak jumpa remote aircond nih. plus, lappy pulak situated betol betol bawah aircond. i cant bring this thing to any other places sebab wire yang connect dekat server tak boleh bawak lari jaoh jaoh. ok fine.

sejokkkkkkkkkkkKKK

terasa besar pengorbanan demimu KM55. *muntah* kalau kau rosak lagiiii,,, i.. i.. i..

kill u. >.<

dah lima tahun tinggalkan sekolah rendah, jadi pagi pagi tengok ketua pengawas dia macam 'pelajaaarr luruskan barisan...angkattt.. jatohhh..angkattt..jatohh...' , telah mengundang geli hati yang mendalam di dalam diri ini. hikhik. saya pasti 90 persen sekolah rendah kat mesia ni campor tadika dengan prasekolah ada dialog yang sama kalau nak luruskan barisan kelas kan kann. smart reader tak tahu pulak. sebab diorang guna bahasa inggeris kan? kot lah. so maybe they use uppp... downnn.. upp... downn... (?) kihkih. eh itu kemungkinan je. oh sungguh memandai mandaikan diri kau sya. teeheeee

first period, mommyku telah membawak students beliao ke computer lab and bilik beliao berada dalam comp lab nih. && the students were soooooo noisyyy as she was somewhere for a while. as she came into this tiny little office, they keep following inside just to ask about so kanak kanak question, like 'cikgu nak tukar kertas boleh tak saya punya dah terkelepet'. *sigh* and they were bunches of them, bukan sorang dua ok. the situation is like having 10 of ep in my life. ~~and i dont want that.~~ heee. ouh mereka sangat kelakar, i mean gelagat sekor sekor. even macam nak mintak penumbuk , tapi, kelakar. heee.

after having my breakfast, i came back here. it's never a big deal being left alone with internet as a companion, lol. btw, i have nasi lauk ayam masak merah, sayur kangkung + sayur bayam for my breakfast. yes. :)

after some time, i heard some voices in the lab. thru the window, i saw some students were chit-chatting, playing with the chairs, whiteboard, bla3. they getting on my nerves, lol. yelah, siap intai intai i dari cermin. tau lah i vip. rotf. somehow, they supposed to be in class or as it was reccess time (i guess) - food was the best stuff to deal with, at least. so i text mommy to my curiousity.

and she replied - PENGAWAS BILIK KOMPUTER.

oooooohhhh. ROTF.

mula mula ingatkan hantu bilik komputer. sebab sebelum pergi jengah diorang, ada yang main bukak tutup pintu dekat bilik server sebelah ni. tapi the only pintu yang wujud hado sebelah saya je ni pun. bila tengok balik baru tau ada orang, ceh. kemudian, seorang cikgu datang bagi ceramah kontot sekejap dekat diorang sebab main main masa duty. haaa padan mukaaa main main masa dutyyyyy. ngeeeee.

kikiki, ok tu je nak cerita. kesimpulan, saya rindu sekolah rendah saya :D

ps. kalau tak sebab madah berhelah, maybe saya tak kisah sangat nak cari pengganti kau, KM55. kot.

ps2. ida suro i amek susasteraan melayu, so boleh geng dengan cikgu r bukan nama sebenar.(?) motip sangattt.

ps3. tajuk macam hape hape. hiuhiuhiu

tfmka

xoxo

say something, please?

2011-01-24T11:24:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

i can't pretend like i don't care.

kita tahu semua orang ada cara sendiri. tapi sesetengah perkara macam ni, limit sabar kita tak tinggi sangat. kita tak reti berlagak cool lama lama dan cuba fikir oh mungkin dia perlukan masa nak share or terus terang. u are excluded, sorry mek.

you know exactly where to find me. jangan begini, kita sedih sekali tahuu.

-____-

tfmka
xoxo

jalan jalan cari pasal.

2011-01-20T15:15:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

tak tahu nak cakap tengkiu dekat cikgu manmeet or dekat kau, yana. hilang sikit rasa sendi berkarat semua lepas join geng mengukur jalan untuk cari hadiah. awal you i mangon semalam, pukul 6 dah siap mandi dah. hehe. lepas breakfast dekat sksb straight pegi join lagi sorang geng anak cikgu yang harus mengikot waktu bekerja mamidedi. bagos jugak sekolah depan mall ni ek. ehe.

*haha, aku taknak sebut apa yang dah jadi sebelum kitew mula journey tu. kihkih*

sementara tunggu mall dibukak, iffah + i bajet jadi pelancong pergi pusing pusing dekat bandar hilir tu. ikut je mana kaki langkah. kitew orang naik bukit st paul sekali ye? hoho. jeling jeling muzium dari luar, pintu a famosa, quayside, dan last sekali stadhuys. dan pada bertahun tahun den tinggal kat melaka ni, akhirnya berjaya jugak menjejakkan kaki dekat air pancut depan stadhuys yang selalu orang amek gambar dengan ular gomok kaler hijau tuh. heee. ye saya tak pernah pegi situ, sekian.

ogak ogak mall dah bukak barulah pergi menapak ke tempat tujuan, sementara tunggu yang lain sampai. there were 7 of us.

tak lama lepas selesaikan motif, i went back home.

sekejap, tapi cukup. kot. takde rejeki nak sambung jimbaan dengan anda, so i really look forward towards the next time. hohoh

sangat memerlukan sebab yang kuat untuk pergi esok. tetiba bangun pagi tadi dan teringat apa yang dia pernah cakap kat korang, on our last day, out of sudden. aku sure korang tak lupa, cuma tak ingat. even dia cakap dengan korang je, bukan aku pun. takpe, aku pun terasa bagi pihak. hehe. er, ~~should we go?~~

ps. eh, betul ke apa yang aku rasa ni?

ps2. aku memang selalu ingat benda tak penting. yang wajib ingat selalu je lupa. *jerit*

tfmka

xoxo

favourite.

2011-01-17T00:02:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello :)

im always ntah menda menda when it comes to you.

creepy much? heheh.

ps.happy 7th, audi.

tfmka
xoxo

yesterday

2011-01-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello :)

semalam hati girang riang semacam sampai tak boleh blah buat status kat fb. kahkah. bila recall balik, hoho takde lah ape sangat pun yang dibuat. just in time rasa tu still blomming lagi, tu yang lorat sampai camtu kot. haha. :D

alhamdulillah, segala hape yang mia semua dah jompa balik. (mia- spekong + ic) ouh ic tu tercicir dekat sekolah memandu ~~ravi~~ aka zapcity. sekarang just tunggu bank kembong balik ujung bulan ni, then hidup akan lengkap balik. yeah im talking about u, dummy KM55. yee salah saya tak jaga anda baik baik. lepas ni harap harapnya tragedi yang sama takkan berulang lagi. *poyo giler, fine.

then malam tadi pegi ~~gymmuzium~~ dengan geng si puteh semua. anem dengan suraya were there too~ ehe. *hampir je malas nak ikut sebab da janji dengan kau Rin. last last kau pun keluar sama.* haha. sebab pegi dengan dua orang nenek tu, haruslah jadi hilarious je apa apa pun yang kitorang buat. rasa lagi penat gelak dari lari atas treadmil tu kot. :)

treadmill untuk hamster

mungkin lemak lemak yang diternak selama nak dekat sebulan telah digunakan dengan baik untuk malam tadi. surprisingly 20++min non stop running kat situ. hihi ingat dah tak larat dah. teringat dulu sebelum ni penah sampai terkehel+bengkak+berbalut kaki sebab tak warm up betul betul kut masa tuh. ataupun terlalu paksa kaki walhal dah tak larat gaban dah. walhal aerobik je pun. haha. hamek kau straight 2 hari tak datang sekolah sebab segan nak pegi sekolah bertongkat. kikiki.

by the way, petang tu pergi tesco, dengan impian untuk melawat cik Aten yang dah jadi ayam penyet krew sekarang. gahh. rasa nak meleleh jo hingus tengok beliao. sebab rindu gilak kot. ghee. (i do think that the meeting really made my day:'p). i met dyana there too. :}

tafn. ok nak pegi belajar soran dengan anaz sekarang. :D

tfmka

xoxo

tanya sama hati, the ramlees.

2011-01-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

Tanya sama hati
Apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga
Bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati
Pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpimu
Masa berjauhan
Apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Tanya sama hati
Apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga
Bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

nice one. <3

ps. nah hw. kikiki

tfmka
xoxo

second day second week.

2011-01-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

just arrived from fetching those 2 little kiddos from school. (takde la little sangat. godang dari saya lagi.) it was raining like cats & dogs. like air hujan yang datang dari cikgu sains sekolah rendah. like air yang membasahi ketiak lepas lari setempat selama satu jam. means, really heavy lah kan. dari front seat tadi, memang kelabu je lah yang nampak. and so almost all the cars yang hado masa tu berenti tepi jalan. yang gerak pun pasang lampu hazard tuh. yang kelip kelip dua dua lampu signal tuh. (eh betol kan nama dia hazard?) ehe.

rasanya tak pernah lagi kut berenti sebab sight teruk sangat, sebab hujan. a few minutes later, ogak ogak macam dah reda + nampak jalan sikit, we ols teruskan perjalanan sambil dalam hati doa banyak banyak tiup kiri tiup kanan supaya selamat je lah harapnya. banyak pokok pokok yang dah tergolek golek tengah jalan. eh takde lah bebatang pemeluk tu, cuma dahan dahan besar kaki kapal je lah.

then bila nampak sungai+longkang+jalan penuh air gini, teringat dolu dolu penah gak ekspiriens banjir dekat kuantan dulu. memang jelaslah dalam ingatan sampai penah buat karangan ujian selaras dua tahun 5 dolu. sungguh bersemangat buat karangan itu. hehe. takde lah sampai pinggang pun just paras betis jo. alhamdulillah, rumah tinggi so air tak masuk sangat. sipi sipi jelah.

part tak boleh blah ialah ikan belut berenang -renang sampai depan pintu rumah. we ols adik beradik haruslah jakun sikit tengok camtu. cousin lelaki semua turun padang pegi kutip belut belut tuh. tak tahu lah dari mana datangnya, but in the end adelah dapat separoh baldi belut. hah, hebat tak hebat? lepas separoh baldi tu diorang dah tak larat kot main kejar kejar belut. tapi yang pasti belut belut tu bukan dibuat lauk. mana pegi belu belut tuh saya tak ambil tahu pulak.

somehow rasanya sekarang dah jarang banjir kat situ. kureng kureng pun taman depan je.

by the way, currently i guess i dah start ~~jemu~~ dengan my daily routine, kot. bunga bunga buhsan tu dah rasa sikit sikit especially when everybody will ask 'hoi ~~comel~~, tak kijo ke?' atau yang seumpamanya. menanam anggur dan meternak lemak selama 3 bulan bukanlah satu kerja yang mudah ye anak anak. iknow iknow. so kind of u ahmad, siap suggest movie online yang best, apa yang boleh dicari dekat utube, rancangan tv ape yang kau-cubalah-tengok-best. mekaseh! hahah. oh aku belom bukak satu pun lagi.

and books dont excite me much. *ntah betol ke idak ayat i nie? ouh kalau salah sila bagi tunjuk ajar.*

currently reading this.

major crush. tentang 2 drum major dalam satu band. dah seminggu, tapi tak eager nak habiskan baca. haha. kisah yang tak berapa nak menarik. kalau buat buku pasal band mg lagi menarik kot. lagi banyak input dan dramass. hiuhiuhiu

and this.

*saya baru perasan tajuknya ialah hetty feather, bukan hetty heather ~~what the fish~~. -.-"

haha, fine. i know macam buku kanak kanak. suggested age is 14++.

i always like jacqualine's masterpiece, like forever~, simple but different. light but heavy. :) suggested.

yeah ni pun belum habis lagi sebenarnya. sebab kesenggangan yang ada lebih diisi dengan online, online, online. that's why dua hari lepas background blog ni lain, hari ni lain. mungkin besok lain lagi? ok enough. thanks to cik nasha hassan selaku guru tusyen kesayangan yang telah berpeloh peloh bukak kelas tusyen cara nak tukar background guna gambar biasa. terima kasih, cikgu nasha. :P

and found out rupanya sambil memasak chicken chop pun boleh tukar. dekat design tu je pun? hee. ouh ye. header belog tu pun beliao yang ~~bermaruah~~ bermurah hati untuk buatkan. tzumeyl katanya, walaupun mata berat sebelah. takpe, tima kasih daun kari jugak. *lain kali boleh buatkan lagi* :p

sekian laporan minggu kedua bulan satu. kalau rajin laporan lain bakal menyusul.

ps1. happy belated birthday encik jebat king. tadi nak jompa, tapi lebat sangat hujan. jadi, tak jadi. saya kirim doa je lah ye. :')

tfmka

xoxo

first week of eleven.

2011-01-08T21:47:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

hari ini hari jumaat. semalam hari khamis. kelmarin hari rabu. esok hari sabtu.

sekian.

means that the first week of school has ended. yeay. ok kenapa saya yang tiba tiba yeay? er, saje? ghee.

dan ni jugak bermakna saya telah menjalani kehidupan selama seminggu sebagai bibik yang cemerlang dengan jayanya. *konon*

isnin

tidur yang lena dikejutkan dengan bunyi enjin kereta yang baru dihidupkan sebagai tanda lagi 10 minit team pertama iaitu team si puteh akan mula bergerak dulu ke sekolah. okay semua nak pergi sekolah baru kau nak bangun what the fish? bukak pintu bilik terus memberikan senyuman seindah suria kepada semua orang dan ucapan selamat pagi penuh pengertian && nada riak sebab tak perlu join mereka kali ni. kih9. && seperti biasa hari pertama sekolah semua orang bangun begitu awal & penoh semangat jadi tugasan untuk sediakan breakfast telah diblacklistkan - bekal mi goreng dah beratur atas meja. menandakan mama dah sediakan semuanya pada pagi yang mulia itu. *yeay*

hari diteruskan dengan breakfast dulu. hihihi. masuk dapur, ouh berkilaunya~ ok bagus. tak payah susah payah sangat kali ni. gedegang gedegang gedegung, siapkan lunch dan tunggu nak makan sama sama. 3pm-tak balik lagi. surrender dengan paluan kopang di perut.

selasa+rabu+khamis

bangun pagi rumah dah sunyi. kah9. turun ke bawah tiada lagi breakfast disediakan. masuk dapur omaigod jatuh rahang sekejap. serabutnye? *okai nampak tak perbezaan hari pertama && seterusnya?

begitu juga dengan prestasi bibik cemerlang ini. hari pertama 3 lauk. hari kedua 2 lauk. hari ketiga 2 lauk lagi+abah beli lauk lain lagi. cis. hari keempat tex abah, oh abahku, ada satu lauk jo kat rumah arini kalau nak tambah dialu alukan. abah pun reply orait baby. *ada unsur tokok tambah harap maklum* hari kelima (hari ni) tak tex abah lagi sebab firasat mengatakan abah akan beli lauk lagi.

oh haruslah firasat bab bab makanan saya tepat dan padat. so harini lunch ayam masak merah pedas gilaaa (!). kalau amoi makan boleh jadi macam bibir neyo. takyah buat sejeri dah. teehee.

haha, kalau lagi seminggu rutin eden cenggini ogak ogak apa yang jadi ek? selain dari semakin tembun. tapi di saat semua orang mengeluh kebosanan, saya tak pulak rasa macam tu. atau mungkin BELUM bosan? er, sebab ni baru first week kan. let's see what happen after 1 month. :)

ps1. semalam si puteh tersadai bahagia dekat tepi rumah orang yang langgar si puteh once upon a time sebab kehabisan minyak. dan dan je nak berhenti kat situ? hahah!

ps2.yes memang ni entri semalam tapi publish harini.

tfmka

xoxo

satu dalam sejota.

2011-01-04T22:26:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

~~chorusss plisss#~~

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

- saya memang suka neyok dari selena gomez. i mean, lagu2nya :)
- tapi lagi suka selena gomez dari neyok (boleh? haha)

ps. mak, part hover anda samalahh. kikikiki :DDDD

tfmka
xoxo

18 is a big number, isnt it?

2011-01-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

tadi dah belek belek focus board. semalam pun. taaaapi tak rasa macam nak betolkan lagi. esok, kot. :)

rasa macam mostly dah setel. just there's a few things that need some time. i'm thinking of staying with ida hidayah or a few days. && muar too. budgeting time~

in the mean time, i'll persue with the idea of becoming a full time bibik here. terpikir cemana lah kalau dapat plkn. *tibatiba*

***************

sometimes, tetiba kita jadi selfish. bukan dengan sengaja, tapi preoccupied dalam tak sedar akan hal hal yang emerging becoming important at certain times. out of sudden, it happened. it just, happened to be your own history.

take a good look of what really happened, && what will happen next.

for i am not a little girl anymore.

***************************

HAPPY NEW YEAR, ALL.
ALLAH BLESS <3

tfmka
xoxo

little update

2011-01-02T23:52:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello

they'll be start schooling tomorrow. how fast time flies! :D

so, semua insan kat rumah ni sekarang tengah prepare untuk hari esok. syukur jugak diorang tak stay hostel tahun ni. (or belom stay). huhu.

while i'll be at home. happily *grinning*

list perkara yang nak dibuat esok pun dah buat (dalam kepala).

these past few days were fine, i guess. except for the fact that semua alat elektronik merajok sakan dengan saya last 31dis. especially encik KM555 yang lorat gila pergi rosak pulak LCD beliao. beliao sekarang sangat terel boleh on off dengan sendiri. anda mampu? huhu

hoh. merajuk lah kau sorang sorang wahai KM555.

Y_Y

btw, i have done my KPP and amali. haha, i'm looking forward towards my next class :)

yang pasti next class ni takde yang akan colik saya bawak pegi kepsi lagi.ouh ya cik nasho hasson (macam natasha hudson je bunyi?) selamat bersekolah esok!
XD

ps.miz yah oredi bebeh.:')

tfmka

xoxo

daripada farahin atira;

2010-12-26T21:54:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum && hello :)

semoga anda tahu , berpeloh peloh saya fikir macam mana nak start entri ni, jadi saya start camni. (?)

teeheee~

to my dearestestestt KEKLINT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAWWW!

haha, alhamdulillah, anda sudah tua setahon lagik. :)

KEKLINT,

semoga anda sentiasa hado dalam limpahan rahmat && kasih sayangNya,

dikurniakan rahmat, hidayah && petunjuk

untuk terus menjadi hambaNya yang solehah,

dilindungi dari sebarang keburukan,

dikurniakan hanya yang terbaik,

&& semoga anda happy selalu disamping semua yang anda kasihi,

semoga anda jumpa jodoh yang terbaik

lagi bagus kalau lagi tinggi dari anda, haha,

semoga anda dapat twins,

yang sihat sama macam anda,

pendek kata

semoga anda berjaya dengan cemerlang dan gemilang

di dunia && di akhirat!

amin..

<3

harap harap entri ni memenuhi piawaian lah, hoho. anda dah buat saya gulana habis nak siapkan batu bersurat ni saat saya habis baca untuk farahin atira tuh, tahu? sebab saya tak tahu mampu ke tak. saya bukan lah penulis yang baik seperti anda, hoho, u know that well, dont u? lebih lebih gulana lagi bila anda komen saya harus siapkan homework ini. && anda tidak putus putus memberi dorongan && semangat untuk saya mulakan batu bersurat ni. *anda memang motivater yang baek. -.-"*

where should i start meh? :)

Hoho. Serius tak tahu nak mula kat mana.

Bismillah~

hm. mula mula saya sendiri pun tak tahu lah kenapa drastic sangat. Sebenarnya, saya tak sedar pun ke-drastik-an decision saya tuh. Bila anda cakap drastic, saya terfikir ‘haha, drastic eh?’ agaga. Mungkin anda berpeloh peloh masa tuh? Tapi seriously, saya takde perasaan pape pun. Tu yang agak straight macam-hah, ok lah.

Tapi sekarang macam dah faham kenapa. er, because i respect u. respect cara anda handle something, && macam buat something tu bersungguh gila. Of course haruslah melihat+rasa itu semua dari kem pelarian wo masa tuh. ceria ceria merdeka tapi responsible. Then tak sombong. Extra marks there.

So I guess that makes me didnt take so much time to decide? And that explains ‘I think u’ll be a good sister’. Got it dear? :)

I don’t expect anything much from the bond. (did i? heheh) somehow, u gave me more than I could ever imagine. In every term. Mula mula kadang kadang saya ada gak fikir, why do u care so much? Saya tak makan ubat je anda dah hangin satu badan macam hape. Masa tu cirit birit je pun kot? Taulah ahli obat?

Actually dari hal hal macamtuh lah banyak benda saya belajar dari anda. Anda buat saya rasa saya seorang kakak yang teruk, tahu? Because I never care about all those matters. Kat diri sendiri, apatah lagi untuk my lil sis and bro. u did guide me buk. So motip asal anda tercapai dengan gemilang. Tahniah ye? Ahaha :P

Itu salah satu contoh je. Kalau nak state satu satu,serius tak mampu. Sebab banyakkkk sangatt. :’)

Saya pulak hanya tahu buat anda sakit jiwa. Kadang kadang saya tak sedar pun anda tengah sakit jiwa dengan saya. Sebab kadang kadang anda sangat sukar dipahami tahu? Begitu juga dengan vocabulary anda yang begitu unik. Tak termasuk cara cakap+ayat yang tersurat tersirat. Justeru saya selalu perlu mintak second and third explaination. Terima kasihlah sebab sentiasa sabar+tabah even sometimes I’ve been irritating. However, anda memang ada bakat semulajadi untuk buat saya impress dengan your so called lunatic imaginations.

Besides, i love it when u share everything or maybe most of things with me. This thing lah yang paling buat saya menyampah tahu? Serius. Menyampah first ranking. Not the songs or what ever else but share-I mean whatever u do, where u’ve been, bla3. Because these are the things that make me feel so vvip. And because u share ‘em with me everyday, so I feel vvip everyday. Sekian. *see the game?* && I learn to share everything with u too-including kes kodok penyek,kes katak dan soprano etc etc.sampai my girls pun pelik rasanya bila dapat tahu bahawa anda pun tahu. Ehe. dan terbitlah kenyataan seperti ‘reporter nampak?’ hohohoh :D

And it’s true when u said my days wont be complete without your sarcastic moment && teasing. REAL TRUE. Even sometimes it’s sounds so cruel, it always able to create my smiling face. Ouh, kadang kadang sampai guling guling. Ok tipu. Gelak² kuat je && sampai ada orang tegor, ‘suka bonar kau sya? ’&& my answer will be ‘dah kelakar aku gelak lah?’*saya memang menghayati* ok tu pun nak cerita kat sini? Heheh takpe kot. Kalau nak berhujah dengan anda, memang saya kalah *selalu saya memang saja kasi anda menang pun kann hahaha*

And for being real u, which is most important. my panjang godang berangin tart nenas *sigh* berambot terbang berhati bunga bertangan ketam berkaki jibon.

Im apologize for all my wrongdoings, selalu buat anda kesok hati, sakit jiwa, buat mata anda yang kecik tuh jadi besar dan kecik balik. Saya memang tak puitis macam anda lah kan *hoho u know this well* but im sure u know my chipsmore+oreo, all the tender && prices. Because words cant describe..

I thank Allah for sending me u, my love ececeyh macam lagu maher zain.teehee. but this is for real. Yeah u too, is a bless from Allah. As u made my days even brighter+colourful+wonderful as u are. Thanks for being there, thanks for your massive care, thanks for your time+days, thanks for all the pelaburan *ubat kuat+bahan ngonyel waktu exam+1jam or 2jam<--u know what I mean*, after all, thanks for your love!:’)

Priceless.

I’m sorry I cant promise anything in return because all I can do is being the best of me.

happy birthday again cik NORHASREEN HASSAN.

ILYMTACEI+IMYSDM. :'P

May ALLAH bless U always.

Lotsssssssss of loveeeeeeeeeee,

RNSAM :P